When someone dies after a long illness, ideally their circle has had time to gather and support their ailing loved one and one another. But when you lose your spouse to gun violence or your sister in a fire, it can leave you feeling like you’ve lost a limb, unable to get past it. In “Where My Body Ends and the World Begins,” Tony Romano’s fictional Anthony has steeped in survivor’s guilt for a decade since the infamous fire at Chicago’s Our Lady of the Angels School in 1958. The real-life event killed ninety-two children and three nuns, devastating a community. Anthony chats with his dead sister daily. His relentless obsession with the past keeps him from relating to any remaining family members, who he blames for abandoning him. His retired cop neighbor suspects him of setting the fire, but the perspective of Anthony’s stalwart girlfriend Maryann reveals as much about absolving guilt as the difficult and valiant effort to survive it.
Meanwhile, Joseph G. Peterson’s protagonist in “Gun Metal Blue” is similarly waist-deep in the molasses of grief. Five years after Art Topp’s wife’s murder, he’s still paralyzed by the fear that he’s responsible. A feeble private detective, he wallows in the remembered joy of his marriage to a gal who married down and hangs out at the shooting range with his sad sack bachelor buddy instead of actively searching out what happened. Art’s easygoing tone neutralizes the incapacitation he feels at the devastation of his life, but he manages, by coasting along, to find the resolution the reader desperately wants. Passivity can be poison, but it can also lead you to that stinging slap in the face that makes you realize you’re a mess. (Kate Burns)
“Where My Body Ends and the World Begins”
By Tony Romano
Allium Press of Chicago, 262 pages, $17.99
Tony Romano reads on February 13, 7pm with Society of Midland Authors at The Cliff Dwellers Club, 200 South Michigan, (312)922-8080.
“Gun Metal Blue”
By Joseph G. Peterson
Tortoise Books, 215 pages, $15.99
Joseph G. Peterson reads at the Elgin Literary Festival, January 27, Hemmens Cultural Center, 45 Symphony Way, Elgin, (847)931-5900.
Kate Burns is a writer, musician and voiceover talent living in Chicago. Her voice haunted the elevator in her gynecologist’s building until by chance the practice moved. She taught preschool Spanish for three years and, like a bartender, grew to rely on the security of having a guitar, or a bar, between herself and the patrons. It’s only a matter of time before she succumbs to her family’s lobbying for a dog. You may see her walking this dog on Chicago’s wintry sidewalks with a leash in one mittened hand and a tissue in the other. She enjoys knitting rectangles in large font while binge-watching TV. She rues the fact that she hasn’t been to a movie in several adjacent seasons, but give her a book and she’s golden. She likes gardening. Plants are quiet. Her one and only child challenges her daily like the Mack truck of karma. Her favorite animals are seahorses and hummingbirds and her favorite food is popcorn. She decided on these as a teenager and hasn’t revised her opinions.